it's just me: March 2005
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Thursday, March 31, 2005
「 bouncing away 10:56 PM 」

tOday went out with cindy to bugis... walk here walk there.. Happy shopping... i think i wanna buy a lot of things now lo... My wishlist is like getting longer n longer instead of shorter lo..

HOW??

Haha really muz go n find a rich guy le.. LoL

aNy recommendation???

AnYway, i really dun understand how some others ppl feel.. sometimes is like so friendly while sometimes is like a stranger to me.. so dun wish to bother anymore....


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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
「 bouncing away 6:29 PM 」

EvErything in my life now seem to be in a mess... sumtimes i'm really happy with it but sumtimes i really seem to be very bored with it..

My froggie friend seem to be MIA=missing in Action
.. cindy n i couldn't get to reach her since tt earthquake.. weird!!

i had changed my STYLE of bowling.. hope it would help me..


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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
「 bouncing away 8:47 PM 」

HaiZ.. everyone seems to b leaving SR.. sad.. esp when there are all my friends lo..

But wat to do.. it's their future.. i think it's better 4 them lo.. sad..

OkOk so today i went with ester to heartland mall.. walk here walk there.. see here see there de..

tOday too tired le so i went home n slp again... Zzzz


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Monday, March 28, 2005
「 bouncing away 10:40 PM 」

At last, e 2nd orientation ended.. bUt dunno y i felt quite sad bout it.. probably becos tt means our lectures n tutorials are coming on their way haha...

tOday we played e station games.. wah.. i was so angry with 1 of e games IC becos he was too biased!!! I kept on screaming n Shouting e cheer today, until i really couldn't scream le..

Performance performed by Cosmo n Aura was great.. Okok Not becos i was in cosmo tt's y i said it was great haha.. it was becos i think these 2 perfomances were funny...

REally glad tt i had such a good OGL.. REally muz thanks him a lot... Thanks 4 all e things u did 4 uS!!

Erm.. i'm going to get a free movie treat from sum1.. Happy..


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Sunday, March 27, 2005
「 bouncing away 10:25 PM 」

tOday first time experience being a tuitor and my lucky no 1 student is my very own cousin, boy boy haha.. NoT bad NoT bad cos got paid to teach him so on aCCount of $$ i tried to teach him patiently... LoL..


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tOday went to watch "miss congeniality 2"... eRm.. tt's a nice show.. i like it!

Den my stupid cousin, boy boy, cos me to tell so many lies to his mum.. Bad BOY!!! E most stupid thing was after that he went to tell his mother e truth.. So.. everything i told his mum, made mi become a great great liar to her Haha.. but at least she was not angry with me.

Den i went to haagen dazs shop.. happy.. cos i got to eat my favourite ice-cream.. yum yum..


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Saturday, March 26, 2005
「 bouncing away 12:25 AM 」

tOday went out with my fRoggie friend, amanda teo.. haha we went to eat blueberry cheesecake n both of us each bought a shirt.. happy.. den we went to far east to shop.. saw a very style ang moh... so we stalked him.. But mission failed.. we Lost him..
AmAnda was damn depressed be cos of tt..

DEn we took a bus back to NYDC to have our dessert.. Erm.. not bad la tt mudpie.. but dun really like it...

Special Thanks To Ow Wai LeNG.....

u'Re really GREAT!! Haha.. thanks 4 ur oven baked.. it was so nice lo.. THANKS

OkOk so guessed wat... at e NYDC there, we saw 8 guys.. they were Wei hao (ah pi), Joshua ( Cockroach ), Kai wai, kAI qing, jin bao, Li xiong n jackson..

Ah pi was really a GREAT joker lo.. amanda n i kept on laughing non-stop.. all of them, except joshua, ah pi, amanda n me, went home to change n went town again..

4 of us went to a cafe n drank some coffee.... haha.. really have fun today....


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Thursday, March 24, 2005
「 bouncing away 11:30 PM 」

tOday managed to get very well with my Og friends haha.. They r great jokers.. haha.. i kept on laughing non-stop.. learned mass dance today.. n i still haven had my college Dance haha.. but nVm.. dun care..

Quite regreted nv go bowling today..

I really hate my lifestyle now!!! dun like it!! Could some1 juz ask me wat really happened to me??? bUt if u did, i oso can't give u an ans...

I'm LoSt!!

I'm SiCk!!

I'm DepreSsed!!

i really dUnNo wat i wan..

aiYa.. no one will uNderstand how i feel right now.....


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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
「 bouncing away 7:14 PM 」

today one word can onli describe my feeling 4 this orientation.. It's sUcKS... Help mi!!!
I think i had no choice bUt 2 stay in Sr n rot...

Haiz... i actually got into a boring orientation group, cosmo 1 instead of mistral.. sad sad..
Dunno which idiot thought of tt stupid cheer 4 our group..
OkOk e cheer is like this..

Cosmo, are u ready?

den u muz shout back cosmo with ur head shaking like a tortoise's head...

Help!!!

OKok today i got my appeal form so i could go off earlier.. haha happy.. went home straight after tt like had a 2 n e 1/2 hr slp..

okok this's e pic of e no of students appealing out of Sr...
Now u can noe e popularity of my "beloved" SRJC.. lol


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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
「 bouncing away 10:10 PM 」

tODay went swimming with amanda n cindy.. Early in e morning realised tt i was posted to sr.. Predicted haha.. siaN... aMAnda, Vivian n yong ling were damn unlucky.. cos their posting was unsuccessful.. Angry lo!!! how can they do this to them...

So today cindy n i accompany amanda n wai leng to temasak poly to appeal.. WAH so many ppl wanna appeal.. saw vivian n ade there..

We den went 2 NYJC to appeal again... Yong ling came n meet us there..

Went orchard and had our dinner at NYDC.. wOw.. e food there was damn nice lo.. due to e fact tt it was wai leng's working place, we managed to SAVE $30... so we were generous enough to give them $10 tips..


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Monday, March 21, 2005
「 bouncing away 5:46 PM 」

Nothing really happened today.. i juz feel sad n bored n confused... Bad Mood 4 today...


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I didn't cry.. tears only.. dunno y.. probably too sad or wat.. My mun n other relatives cried until like haizz... dunno.. i really dunno how to console ppl.. juz noe how to give them tissue papers..

Saw my grandpa's coffin being carried away.. Walking under e scorching sun.. feet was damn hot.. my cousins n i were onli wearing socks.. imagine walking at e roadside, so many ppl after a coffin.. my feeling was not not not not good.. But wat to do?? have to bear with it..

i reached e place where my grandpa was going to be burn to ashes, it was hard to imagine tt e place is air-conditioned.. high tech sia... my mun n other relatives continues crying.. with our own eyes, we saw our grandpa being pushed into e fire.. DaMn it.. i didn't see it becos dunno which stupid idiot blocked my view... I was SO SO ANGRY with tt person!!!

Everything do comes to a end.. Seven days juz passed...


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Sunday, March 20, 2005
「 bouncing away 1:17 AM 」

Today a group of gangster came n attend my grandpa's funeral.. Gangster attending funeral??? Damn cool! All my cousins n i were like "WoW" hAha.. Got Some handsome guys in it... Last time when my grandma died, i remember a group of ppl wearing black attending her funeral too.. it was so COOL!!

Went back home bathe n again back to e funeral... didn't slp 4 tt night..
teached my cousin all e gambling stuffs haha.. he turned from a beginner to an expert le.. lol damn tired... my bro's friend came to e funeral n played mahjong n big two.. fun

The loser get to drink mineral water haha saw my cousin, bro n his friend drinking e water until they got so so full haha... 4 ur information, e drinks there r all
FREE!!


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Saturday, March 19, 2005
「 bouncing away 2:34 AM 」

Today went bowling with Shaun, Benjamin and Amanda... On e way to meet amanda, ppl were like staring me n my beloved bowling ball... i really feel like hitting them with it!!! haha wat's e problem of bringing my bowling ball to somewhere??? BUt nvm i didn't spoilt my ball by hitting at ppl...

Okok, Benjamin was late.. We lost our way to e bowling alley.. Marina square really changed a lot.. it seems years since i last step into it... After bowling, tt stupid shaun refused to fetch us to e station.. Angry!! haha.. so poor, pathetic amanda, benjamin n mi had to walk to e mrt station by number 11..

Amanda n mi den went to Adidas sale at Expo.. Great!!! at least i managed to buy 2 shirt so i'm happy!! haha den both of us went to changi airport to feel e atmosphere of going oversea.. LOL
i really feel tt Amanda n i had lots of money to spare cos we ended up having our dinner at Swensens .. i'm broke right now!!!


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Thursday, March 17, 2005
「 bouncing away 1:09 AM 」

tODAY actually didn't go 4 my class BBQ due to my grandpa's funeral. BUt in e end i still go haha.. Nv regretted going.. Three words 4 tt.. FUN FUn Fun!!!

Special thanks to
Elvan: Thanks 4 letting us had BBQ at ur house
Guys in 1s17: Thanks 4 filling us with all e food
Lyn, Nicholas, Shannon n his gal-friend: Thanks 4 running up n down to buy us all e food
Nina: Thanks 4 leading us e wrong way haha..

oKok.. really sry to u guys tt i left early today.. Juz realised tt ppl bored on 20 of may have no sense of direction haha.. yvonne was ya ya ya all e way while nina n i were pointing here n there.. ( dunno where to head to) :)

Even though my bro, my cousin, jeremy n i went to e funeral seperately, 3 of us were like lost our way there b4 we reached e funeral haha..


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Went swimming today with amanda.. was late 4 half an hour.. amanda, really sry bout it lol.. Den Cindy came n met us. We went parkway parade to have our lunch.. HaHa long time nv been there le.. amanda n i each bought ourselves a shirt.. Happy!!! haha.. We share a tub of "Ben N jErry" ice cream n eat.. wow! it was nice but damn full.

Both of them den came my house n watch a dvd show... haha tt show not too bad la.. den at bout 7 o'clock, my mum n i took a cab to my grandpa's funeral..

I think i had burned and folded quite a lot of hell money.. Really hope tt my grandpa will rest in peace.. my aunt strike lottery!!! i think it was bcos of my grandpa.. amazing!!!


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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
「 bouncing away 12:06 AM 」

tOday went to grandpa's funeral at bout 7pm.. At first not many ppl came but at bout 7 something, ppl started coming.. It seemed like a family gathering.. my cousins n i started chatting while folding e hell money.. Okok tt's all 4 today..

let's have 1 min of silent..
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, 40, 41, 42, 43, 44, 45, 46, 47, 48, 49, 50, 51, 52, 53, 54, 55, 56, 57, 58, 59, 60


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Monday, March 14, 2005
「 bouncing away 5:53 PM 」

Today went to watch
"Son Of The Mask" haha not bad la... e baby is so adorable.. WeNt Istana Park.. and i really thought of a lot of things..Not a SINGLE thing cheer me up.. Is there some1 there 4 me??? I feeling terrible right now.. I may not be able to see you AgaiN..

but it's great knowing you..

Michael Learns To Rock Breaking My Heart

I'm on the floor counting
one minute more
No one to break the silence

Staring into the night
all alone but that's alright
It's the feeling deep inside I don't like

Chorus:
There is no excuse my friend
for breaking my heart
breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
Your breaking my heart again

Here in my bed
counting the words you've said
They linger in the shadows

Coming home late at night
drunk again but that's alright
It's the look in your eyes I don't like

Chorus:
There is no excuse my friend
for breaking my heart
breaking my heart again


The title above was meant to refer to some1 else. However, i didn't expect to have another parting.. Mum came back home from hospital n fetch my bro n i to hospital.. She said tt grandpa was in critical condition.. when we arrived there, the doctor said in a one big round to tell us tt my grandpa was already DEAD!!! He said tt grandpa's heart couldn't function on his own anymore!!!! Can u imagine how i felt at tt moment of time???? It was e first time tt i saw my uncles n aunties crying bitterly.. They phoned other relatives n broke e news to them.. When i went to saw my grandpa lying on bed, i couldn't control myself from not crying.. e last time i saw him, he was still ALIVE. Now, he was....

My bro n i were e onli grandchildren there.. facing all e adults n their tears made my heart sank.. It was bout 1 something when i reached home.. my heart really shattered...


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Sunday, March 13, 2005
「 bouncing away 9:41 PM 」

Today actually wanted to play tennis.. but somehow everything didn't turn out like what amanda n i had expected haha... ZZzzzz.. till 12 something, so how can we play tennis lol..

Okok so i went amanda's house n watched 'I dO, i Do", e show was kinda of boring but quite funny la haha..

Today.. i kept on thinking bout LOTs n LOts of stuffs especially e complicated issue. Don't wish to think anymore. So troublesome.. i think i gave up le..

Okok any Guys or Gals out there wanna accompany me to watch "Boogeyman"..
Pls apply ur application now b4 e show end.. haha..


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HeHe.. today spent all my time on slping so as to recover all e lost time i had during e past few days.. Feeling so great haha... I had my very own mp3.. Finally! :) Today went to meet corne first den we waited 4 amanda to finish her work.. went coffee beans n had my blueberry cheese cake.. (hehe yummy) while amanda kept on telling corne all bout our past.. ( it was again her same long, old grandmother's story) haha.. by den it was bout 11 sumthing le den there was no more train to kallang le so we took a cab..

Today special thANks is to our Dear Mr Cornelyus: Thanks 4 e $10 cab fare..


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Friday, March 11, 2005
「 bouncing away 10:39 PM 」

Today went SAJC to crash.. E outcome of my crashing was UNexpected.. having a bored day there.. okok, e story went like this.. Lyn, corne and me was late 4 SA. But THANKS 2 a gal called dAvi, who is so helpful, helped us to get into SA.. However, e toilet there was really sucks( damn dirty ), there's even cockroach in e toilet.. Even though e sch seems big from outside, BUT e inner part of it was so small compared to SRJC. i kinda of fall in love with SR when i went 2 SA.

After tt terrible crashing, Corne, lyn and i went to queenway to meet elvan. SPECIAL THANKS to Lyn tt we had actually taken e wrong direction of bus haha.. but she managed to redeem herself by paying 4 e cab fare.

Den i meet amanda at somerset at 3pm. We were like walking from heeren to taka n taka to heeren n heeren to taka n taka to heeren.. it's like having a cat walk..

*NOte 4 AmanDA: u OWE mi a BIG BIG favour hor.. ( u noe y loh )

SPECIAL ThanKs to
**FoNg JiA hao. Thanks 4 treating us dinner at NYDC.. really costs a bomb haha...
**oW wAi LeNG. tHanks 4 giving us such a big portion of mushroom attack.. hehe love ya lots..

I met Ivan today at e dunno wat park la.. He returned mi my hp n i was like touched by wat he said.. but what done cannot be undone.. how can i possibly give him another chance? i really dunno.. As 4 e other 1, i'm really confused.. i'm really sorry 4 tt...


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Thursday, March 10, 2005
「 bouncing away 7:04 PM 」

Today woke up at 540am.. It's consider damn early 4 mi.. Slept 4 bout 4 hours or so.. It's all becos i believe in tt someone haha...
Think today was e 1st time, i took train in e morning.. at 11 something i met nina n others to see e IT exhibition. It was so crowded lo( hate it man).
Anyway e thing tt interest me most is e Zen Micro.. (wAH when can i ever going to have it???) BuT dun bother la.. So after e exhibition nothing interesting really happened... Dunno y today dun really feel happy.. lack of something.

StOP hurting me...


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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
「 bouncing away 11:23 PM 」

ToDAy was a tiring day 4 me. Whole class nv went 4 maths tutorial today.. Den i Went bowling by sharing cab with shaun n nicholas. Haha.. shaun was so funny lo. He kept on taking pictures of himself using my phone..

NoTE 4 Shaun: Dun try to spoilt my hp by taking ur own pic haha...

At bowling, my middle finger was almost at e breaking stage.. damn damn pain lo n guess wat??? our SuPer Bowler, benjamin had continuous strike 4 6 frames... XXXXXX all e way...

After bowling, amanda, cornelyus n benjamin headed 4 Ps 2 watch Roborts... it was really a nice show lo... especially e britney spears tt part... Amanda was like laughing non-stop like a machine gun haha so it's a MUST 2 watch.. At ps, mY ring was like playing lost n found game.. keep on losing it.. perhAps my fate with it is going to an end..

Went home quite late today as if tml no need to go sch..


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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
「 bouncing away 8:58 PM 」

hAha.. it's like century since i last updated my blog. ToDAY was FUN cos almost whole class went 4 outing after tt stupid CT lesson... HoNG Ji was taking e sign "U Turn here" out of e sch.. haha quite nonsense la but who cares??? it's our klass motto haha... We Went ps to have our breakfast. LoNg jOhN sLiVer's StAffs were like tortoises..(ToOk YEARS to serve a breakfast set) bad bad service.. dunno e bell hang there 4 wat... and this make our mr shannon so angry with them... Shannon was like putting up a SUper duper Black FaCE 2 let them see how long he actually waited 4 his breakfast..

JeSSie ThIS's specially 4 u to ReaD
U cheated on our feeling haha.. u told us tt u coming to sch today n it ended up tt u didn't come.. but we were nice ppl to 4give u on tt haha.. dun bluff us next time k?

Okok so e story continues... we went back to attend e boring PhYsics lectures.. it was indeed stupid of mi to attend tt. i was like half asleep in tt lecture. thanks to e lecturer 4 tt. So i decided to go home since i'm not in e mood to study... BUT guess wat.. immediately walking out e lecture hall, a Maths teacher actually asked our klass where we were going.. Of cos in my mind i wanted to saY hOMe.. Jasper was quick to react n say we were actually going to e canteen hehe.. smart of Jasper to think of that.. however, e teacher was stupid enough to believe out craps n told us not to be late 4 e lecture.. but AGain who cares.. haha


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